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Saturday, February 23, 2008 10:17 AMSalut A'tous! I have no idea what to begin wit,but at least let me begin it with Bismillah.. For this week i have been quite busy lately,since everyday after school i wud have to make my way down to the hospital to serve as a good grandaughter to my grandfather.Thank god on a Wednesday and Friday,these are the days that im out of school early.Now my grandpa is in the ICU being critically ill,since being diagnose with AML~acute myeloid Leukaemia,his body immunity begins to fail and relapse.Prone to all type of infections,the doctor wanted to start Chemotherapy,but i guess its too late since he is now down with pneumonia and renal failure.Before he was transferred to ICU,i spent some personal time with him,alone without any other family members since i end college damn early and decide to visit him.That was the last cheerful moment i had with him,and im glad that god has given me the opportunity to do so.I wud usually go to the hospital cafeteria to get myself a drink and i asked him if there is anything i can get him.I was surprised with his wanting since he asked me to get him a can of 'SARSI' i noe my grandpa does not drink carbonated drinks,i did realised its weird,but after seeking it high and low,in the hospital and in the university..there was no Sarsi.That is one of his request that i didnt get to gave him,but he is ok with it.His second request was for me to call Dr.Belinda,his old collegue daughter to inform her about his condition.I have informed Dr.Belinda.That was a checked to his request. Its the not last time i saw him,but now its different.I now only see a motionless body and tonnes of tubings ,drips and the respirator to help him breath.Beepings of life monitor,the sense of insecurity and uncertainity of what might happen the very next second.It doesnt give me chills,since i realised that everyone will have to died one day,even me,my mother,father..EVERYONE ..but im sure that we will be dismiss here in the physical world,we will be resurrected again in another world. Last week also i had quite a number of Phase test. From FFPS isolation of equipments,Chemistry titration analysist and finally the Jolly Bulb test to prove,the equation of Boyle's,Charles's and Gay Lussac's.I was clumsy during the chemistry titration,since there was some question that perhaps wasnt clearly asked and made me doubtful,perhaps its not me? but in such incident who can i blame except for myself for not bringing the practical book.FFPS isolation of blind was awesome,but screwing and isolating its manual work...hahaha..i was prespiring since its really warm.Fancy forgetting to switch on the safety buttons,defying rubrix and not getting accurate results sure speaks alot of my stupidity.Fancy me being curse with all this,but as they say The dark clouds will pass and the sun will shine once again.So what if all this shits happen? I happy that i've learned from them and that is another step taken to make me a better person for the future.Amin. I will be missing lessons and practical sessions once again,since i have to attend a camp this up-coming Monday.Its my Inspire club annual camp,i was hesitating to go but as a president i will have to serve my term,which mean sacrificing for somethings eg.Study time.I need to balance,i dont want to slip since im a student with potential.That is call Servant Leadership.hahahahha.. Upcoming papers: Chemistry PIC PTQA Final exams is coming..Good luck to all fellow friends and may u succeed with flying colours! |
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