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Monday, March 31, 2008 9:58 PM



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This is the best picture i've ever took! Enjoy the pic!

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9:07 PM

Salut Monde !!

It has been a week since i've updated my blog.Last week was fun filled with activities starting with my class chalet and following by EiE camp during the weekends.

FKCO4O7W Chalet.

The class chalet was boring even though almost everyone attend the chalet but because the place rented was too big,most of the were in clique.The most exciting part about the chalet was the swimming pool.I was carried and thrown in to the pool thanks to PK and SOL.Everyone was dunk inside the pool except for Marhaini ~ since she cant swin,but the irony is that she joined Dragon Boat despite she is afraid of the water...hahahaha..I utterly did nothing at all.Rasyid and I spent most of our time together.We didnt sleep for the first night but we lock the door and slept like a log the next morning and woke up only before the bbq start. We planned to go for a night walk ,unfortunately it wasnt carry out because they spent one whole night boozing away till they are drunk and some was also disturbed by the uninvited guest from the other world.Not forgetting that I and Rasyid went to relax in the Jacuzzi and we take the time to rejuvenate after a year of hard work.

BBQ~
Marhaini didnt get enough food for us to bbq,so we had to purchase more food to make it a real bbq.BBq is a fun process but i doubt that the food is cook.That night i ate lots of JUNK( i noe its sinful to junk) and tonnes of cook and uncooked food too.Thank God! no one suffers from food poisoining.Overall BBQ was fun and enjoyable,but im sure we can organise things better next time =) ..

Sadly
Rasyid and I had to go home after the BBQ,we didnt wait for Mr.Pius because we didnt want to miss the free shuttle bus to the nearest MRT station.We left because we have agenda's for the next day but i heard that the night witout us was boring.0_0.

Finally the Class Chalet is over everyone went home happily and the next BIG thing is our Year End Results which will be this Wednesday 2 April 2008.

EiE~Camp for the talkative smart bunch !ONLY!

Exploration in Ethnicity dats what the camp is called,it was organised by Onepeople.sg in collabration with MOE and South West CDC.Mr Aziz has been calling me to confirm with me if im going for this NE camp which was held at the MOE dairy farm.Since it was the holidays i decided to take the chance to attend this camp without knowing what its all about.I am the only one attending this camp for my college.I was quite lonely but not for long since i was approach by a friendly friend from one of the best collage in Singapore.The camp was to make us confess that we are being racist subconciously.The camp has gone to a depth which had made everyone realise that racism is something serious and being racist is something that is with us without us even realising it.The camp was attended by people from different institutions around singapore.Most of them were from the Top JC'S~''EXTREME MUGGERS''.I had the opportunity to talk 2 them and explore them to the life that i lead as a student in ITE which they dont even know on how the education system that ITE offers.We exchange lots of ideas and thoughts about each other races,culture and ethnicity.Overall the camp was a mind boggling one,but at the end of the day i still enjoy myself very much!

Results soon!
Movie shoot this Saturday!
Khalis engagement Saturday !
4E1 class reunion BBQ Saturday!

Good day!


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Monday, March 24, 2008 7:39 PM

Something that i would like to share with my dear Readers.
When i was 14 i was a big fan of Jackie chan.I participated in a project called ''PEACE BUDDY BEAR'' in Berlin,Germany.My work was one of the buddy bear which was collated in to the OFFICIAL JACKIE CHAN BBEAR SCRAP BOOK.



Jackie Chan with My ART work!!
BUDDY Bear Scrap book




This is my Buddy Bear Project that i did in Berlin with Jackie Chan entitle : Emergence Of Peace













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6:55 PM

Its been a while since i've post anything here.

I have been quite busy lately.Last week Thursday was my Grandpa 1st week death anniversary,we had lots of relatives coming for the 1 week prayers.I also had to stay overnight at grandma house and it was my first time after 5 years doing so.As usual after the prayers there wud be a feast and trust me,there were tonnes of food.My mom was the one responsible cooking for the whole feast,it was really tiring to help her with the cooking because everythings seems to be too many to do within a short period of time.Grandma never forgets to overfed all her grandchildren.Both my Grandma and Grandpa love to feed us with sooo much food.I fear gaining a pound for that just particular day of uncontrollable feasting.

I remember when i was a child i had to be send to the pedratrition for a check up on my height and weight~i was too skinny back then,perhaps UNDERWEIGHT.I weight like a piece of smooth sheet of paper.My late Grandpa worry about my weight alot and prescribe me with tonnes of WEIGHT gaining remedies.Perhaps its thanks to him that i have a figure now or else i will be as skinny and unsexy.

Last Saturday i had my movie shoot with Vinod.It turned out to be cancelled because one of the main character couldnt make it at that very last minute.So,we hang around causeway point and the area around Woodlands to look for more spots for our shooting.Despite i brought my Digital Ixus camera,i didnt shot a thing.Perhaps i was really tired after a night of not sleeping cuz i had to be on ''NIGHT -DUTY'' as a caretaker to my grandma.

The MOVIE!
Im currently shooting my 1st big film with Vinod,this film is quite a big thing because SOUTHWEST CDC bought this project.Hook by crook we have to finish up the project.In case if its really successful,we will have the chance to SCREEN our movie at YOUTH park along with WELL-KNOWN screen DIRECTOR'S such as Jack NEO and CO. to view our humble movie.~SO FRIENDS,I WUD INVITE YOU IF THERE IS A MOVIE SCREENING! ps: Im one of the MAIN character in the movie!

President Post!
So what if Aiba has gone thru soo many Leadership training skills? I can put all those skills that i've earn from various courses that i've attended in my POCKET and make use of them in the neer future.Perhaps i have to understand that the universe is conspiring for me to do well for my studies which are of my TOP piority.Im not OVER-zealous over my presidency,which i heard a petty comment from my own teacher that im EMOTIONAL---gosh! how insolent does that sound! YADAYADAYAD....i dont care,pardon me for being selfish.i do what best for MYSELF because i believe that there are GREATER things ahead for ME.
MUHAHAHAHAHAH!!!

Somnolence
I have been suffering from INDUCED somnolence due to my grandma.She is getting really active in the night.WANTING to walk around,wanting to do radiculous things in the middle of the night! HOW HORRIBLE CAN IT BE...Be patient Dear Dr.Aiba Roslyn Rosli.

Yesterday i didnt sleep too..
But i was accompany by Nicholas for the whole night,chatting with him over the phone,while i monitor my grandma.And after Nicholas,i was accompanied by my DEAR MEHDI...Conversation was LOVED,after 1 week plus of not contacting him.

Bought a book last friday..entitled : THE WITCH OF PORTOBELLO by my favourite author Paulo Ceolho.

Upcomings!
Class Chalet...i have the feeling that its going to be BORING...but i will be there! So peeps see u at the PARTY




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Thursday, March 20, 2008 1:25 AM

MAYHEM!



Firstly greetings to all reader's! How all of you are well and great =)



For me,i think i have not been well since yesterday.After drinking Coca Cola Zero,i felt that my heart is beating very fast at some moment,i wonder why is this so?Panic attack? Or perhaps im just to restless doing nothing at all.I have no idea why i feel nervous,its as though im feeling that very moment before im going on stage,BUT that is not me,im very comfortable on stage,as an emcess,presenter or an actress.The stage has never been something that im nervous of.My life itself is a stage play.I didnt worry much as i suffered from anxiety attacks at time..Just hope that i will get better soon!



Today has been quite a fruitful day for me.I help mom to do some groceries shopping in the morning,had breakfast with Mami and my dad.Do some cleaning up and infront of the computer i go surfing interpals and meeting lots of new people on the net.I love the cyberlife.



I have some bad news for dear friends who has been supporting me all long.



Dear Friends,Members and love ones,

W.E.F from today im no MORE the president of the Inspire club Of College West.So,dont even bother coming to me with anymore activities.I dont want to PLAN or stay back after a hard day in college to do STUPID things.But to Akmal,i will always be there for u as your dear Friend.To my dear friends in SC~worry not dear's i will always be there for u too.

But for my own club...i cant explain how i feel..im just commentless



I wonder was that me writing?

To everything that happens that is a reason behind it.Amin...

My sincere condolences to my Presidential post.

And my benovolent GOOD LUCK to My dear Akmal.


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Monday, March 17, 2008 1:01 PM

Salut A'tous!

Its been a while since i've updated this blog.Last weekend has been a chaotic and hectic one.
Last Friday,14.3.2008, My beloved grandad passed away after battelling Acute Myeloid Leukaemia on 6: 32 am in the morning.Im glad that he has passed on to the other life,rather than suffering in this mundane world of misery and sufferings.
Au revoir Grandpa! Have a good rest till the day we will be ressurected =)
What ever living in this world,will die.

Some facts
~Grandpa funeral is the first funeral in my life i attended.
~Its the first time i saw my dad pray
~Its the first time i heard my dad cry ***
~Its the first time i saw the family being together and cooperative
~Its the first time i KISS my grandad for the last time.

Moga Roh~nya dicucuri Rahmat.Amin.
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Its Monday today.
I was awaken by the mieowing of my dear Orea Allegra.I went back to bed,and Mr Aziz called me to inform me about an upcoming NE event that i will have to attend,despite its now holiday.I was also inform that Rasyid and I is once again in DEMAND to do the emcee for this year April intake Orientation.We are still in DEMAND,until the day we can find someone who can be as versatile as US.

I have yet to memorize my upcoming movie SCRIPT.
My class CHALET.
Many things that i ought to do,but i cant be bother.hahaha.Like, i donno what?
Just horribly feeling lazy,I diagnose myself with Lackadaisicalocia.
~i want to do nothing for now,i will let my soul linger in this world

Good day!
Now,im going back to bed,to slack with my dear husband.Tata!



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Wednesday, March 12, 2008 2:26 PM

EXAM'S OVERRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hahahahahah....Yeah,dats right people.Exams are over and not forgetting first year is OVER too.I studied too hard for the exams thinking the paper will be meta-challenging nevertheless my conscience was mistaken since the paper was (i cant say superduper easy) but it was a not as what i expected.Something happen in the morning before the paper,i was caught by the Section Head for not wearing the specific attire,therefore i had to purchase the correct attire before i can sit for the ENS paper..DAMN! hahaha..Lucky for me,my classmate who has a kind soul named Khalis to borrow me some ka-ching to get a new pants.hahaha.How interesting that is? I've never defy any rules before in my life~but as they say ''there is always the first time to everything we do''..but trust me that wudnt happen again.

Before the end of the second paper of the day,my name and 5 other victims were flashed on the OHP.We are the ones who made it thru the elective entrance exam for Chemical Engineering.I wasnt too happy since my bestie Rasyid's name was no there..i noe he delibrately failed the test,since he made up his mind looong time ago. =(..i did want to fail the test,but !! im a person who wants to give the best in everything i do,thus its hard for me to just let go of something without putting in any effort.DATS JUST ME! afterall...I was brief on what the elective wud be,the pervious elective was much difficult that this one because it consist of thousand calculation whereas for this module its more to theory based. I LOVE THEORY.

The second year will be alil different,since i will part away from my dear friends since we will be in different specialization,but worry not..u might see my popping in ur class to fill in for the days im missing for my elective programmes.God has conspire for me to be with you guys! hahahaha..

Lets just hope everythings goes well in the upcoming year in college.

~the whole universe conspire in helping you ahieve your dreams.
~may god conspires to all my desires.


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Saturday, March 8, 2008 12:26 PM

Finally PIC is over,way back in the previous post i mention it as a killer module.hehehe.Indeed it was,perhaps it was not bad afterall after sitting for the exam yesterday.We the 4-pointers(Syed,Sandeep,Rasyid) including me sat in a row,i sat beside Rasyid at the lecture theater.We compared our answers after completing the paper,dont worry we did not cheat we just compare to ensure that we are on the right track =)..''great minds thinks alike,fool seldom
differs''.hahaha.The PIC module weight the heaviest for this semester,its a very complicated subject for untechnical dummies,which one if them is ME.hehehe.Lets hope i have ace the paper..Not a B please..its just not my thing !! hahahah....

Its been a week since i've visited my grandpa at the Hospital,despite that i have my informers to tell me about his condition.Its just deteorating,now it he has just 30% of chance to live,sounds unlogical but the doctor just predicts the lifeline by the theories that he learns,i salute the doctors who tried their best to accomodate the patient and reassuring their families that there is hope,whereas honestly at time there is no chance of survival.Perhaps its the will to live which make them carry on to live.The doctor has POP the question of Enthanasia,despite its illegal in
Singapore.

Let me share abit of the history on Enthanasia to you

The term euthanasia comes from the Greek words "eu” and “thanatos” which combined means “well death” or "dying well". Hippocrates mentions euthanasia in the Hippocratic oath, which was written between 400 and 300 B.C. The original Oath states: “To please no one will I prescribe a deadly drug nor give advice which may cause his death.” Despite this, the ancient Greeks and Romans generally did not believe that life needed to be preserved at any cost and were, in consequence, tolerant of suicide in cases where no relief could be offered to the dying or, in the case of the Stoics and Epicureans, where a person no longer cared for his life.
English Common Law from the 1300s until the middle of the last century made suicide a criminal act in England and Wales. Assisting another to kill themself remains illegal in that jurisdiction. However, in the 1500s, Thomas More, in describing a utopian community, envisaged such a community as one that would facilitate the death of those whose lives had become burdensome as a result of "torturing and lingering pain''.


Reason of giving Voluntery Enthanasia.
Since my grandpa is suffering from his lingering pain of myoblastic leukaemia im sure the reason is to imporve the Quality of Life: The pain and suffering a person feels during a disease, even with pain relievers, can be incomprehensible to a person who has not gone through it. Even without considering the physical pain, it is often difficult for patients to overcome the emotional pain of losing their independence. Moreover, despite modern painkillers, there is little available to deal with the problem of 'breathlessness', which makes many ailing patients feel they will suffocate.

Star question: If you were asked if you want to end the person life by volunteerly killing with medical means ,will you do it or just hope for the best?


Need more information abt Enthanasia?
Go to : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Euthanasia


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12:06 PM

Let me share with you reader's a beautiful prose entitled

The Inner Garment of Love

A soul which is not clothed
with the inner garment of Love
should be ashamed of its existence

Be drunk with Love,for
Love is all that exists.
Where is intimacy found
if not in the give and take of Love

If they ask what Love is,say: the sacrifice of will.
If you have not left your will behind,
you have no will at all

The lover is a king of kings with both worlds beneath him;
and a king does not regard what lies at his feet.
Only Love and the lover can resurrect beyond time.
Give your heart to this;the rest is second-hand.
How long will you embrace a lifeless beloved?
Embrace that entity to which nothing can cling.

What sprouts up every spring will wither by autumn,
but the rose garden of
Love is always green.
Both the rose and the thorn appear together in spring,
and the wine of the grape is not without its headaches

Don't be an impatient bystander on this path -by
God there's no deathworse than expectation.
Set your heart on hard cash if you are not counterfeit,
and listen to this advice if you are not a slave

Don't falter on the horse of the body; go more lightly on foot.
God gives wings to those who are not content to ride an ass.
Let go of your worries and be completely clear-hearted,
like the face of a mirror that contains no images

When it is empty of forms,all forms are contained in it.
No face would be ashamedto be so clear.
If you want a clear mirror,behold yourself
and see the shameless truthwhich the mirror reflects.

If metal can be polished to a mirror-like finish,
what polishing might the mirror of the heart require?
Between the mirror and the heart is this single difference:the heart conceals secrets,
while the mirror does not.

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Thursday, March 6, 2008 1:34 PM

Good afternoon dear reader's

Its been a while since i've been home in the afternoon,during school days i would either be school having lunch or probably having lessons.Since its the study week,i have the opportunity to wake up later than usual and get my motor running to run the whole day without any specific shedule.The desire to wake up late is a norm,but nowdays its just impossible as i have a whole lot of chores to deal with thus making me a busy person.Today i woke up rather later than usual to bring my mom to the clinic to get her medicine for her throbbing migraine.After that i had to go the market to do some groceries shopping =),i has been a while since i've gone to the market in the morning.I also had breakfast..hahaha..which i usually dont have the time to do so.Back home,then i would have to bath my grandma and doll her up...and NOW,im having my free time to do my revision (as if i would do)..hehehehe..

In the late morning i received a call from Jude ~My Inspire club president.
My designation has been dissolved.I couldnt careless.hahaha..how insolent is that thought.I have planned to quiten down on college misc activity which might jeopradise my second year.I dont want to learn the lesson the hard way,recently i was given the opportunity to do an elective module : The Basic Principle of Chemical Engineering.Which i think its cool..But i couldnt possibly balance my time for post as president/member with responsibilty,as a pharmacy student and at the same time taking an elective for Chemical Engineering.That is tough and time is really short.Now i have to pioritize between what is really important and what is not.I've been enjoying myself really well for the first year,perhaps its now time to concentrate on the second year which demand more for me.

Questions: I do what is best for myself ..Isnt that being selfish?
: I dont think i have much time..A leader needs to have good Time management
: Its not important..How insolent is that thinking ?!?!?!

~where is ''the servant leadership'' in me?

Im being irresponsible here..hahah..I need to hear from the experts!

Aiba Roslyn Rosli


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Wednesday, March 5, 2008 2:40 PM

Hello Readers!

Let me begin with account for Yesterday happenings!

Yesterday was 4th March 2008,so what abt that date right?My eyes deceived me yesterday,I would usually take the bus service 804 to the Metro station,but yesterday i accidentally too bus service 800 which was the longer route to the metro station..dang!!..it makes matter worsen when i was already late for lecture.FFPS lecture was cancel yesterday,since we already gone thru the syallabus and most of my classmate has taken the paper,except for me and the other few hopeless bunch.I was summon by my teacher to report to the PIC lab to take my FFPS exam.To my surprised my Section head was there beside my teacher waiting for my arrival.I wasnt attired properly since i was wearing 'JEANS'..but so what!?!?! she didnt see my jeans so i happily sat down and did my paper.Alhamdulilah ,i definately did well for the paper.

After i finished the paper,Ms.Hong came looking for me since i've been away from campus for almost a week,since i've to attend my annual leadership camp.No one told me that i missed doing 6 surveys and doltfully i didnt key in my CCA participation for the year.~i bet there goes all the 200 ++ hours that i spent helping the community.Perhaps i shall let go of this even though it contribute to 0.2 marks for my GPA.

After my FFPS paper,im yet to sit for my Chemistry paper which was long overdue as all my classmates has gotten back their results.I went to the staff room to collect the test paper.I did prepare myself well before the paper since i heard that its quite a tough one.I had extra time to prepare myself to face hell with the paper.0_0.I did the paper in the midst of my friends revising for ENS with the lecturer.At that point of time i felt i was way behind time.I was confused when i sat for the paper since there were some difficult questions which was asking related to the periodic table,i was darn scratching my head wondering ''where in the world is my periodic table''...to my surprises Ms Hong forgets to pass it to me.hahaha..without the periodic table the chemistry paper will be horrendous. For such paper i never expect the trully basic to appear AND it really did appear,fancy asking about Proton and Neutrons...despite learning such things i've neglected those basics which i deem not to be important,but luckily i was able to crack my brains hard to get 3 of the question related to the basic correct.hehe..i've learned to not forget or neglect what may not seems to be important.

I had quite a busy day yesterday,since exams are coming and there are tonnes to revise.
Today i got back my Chemistry result and guess what...i scored 90/100 yeahaa!! hahahaha...gotta do well for the next paper too! Wish you all good luck and thanks for reading!!


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Sunday, March 2, 2008 11:02 AM

Bonjour!

Its morning here,I've been awake since 4 am because my grandma woke up and start creating lots of choas.Its dark and cold at 4 am,so i decide to call up my dear Mehdi and spent an hour chatting =)..had a great conversation ...

I slept quite late since i've been dating CHEMISTRY,ENS,FFPS...almost forgetting about PIC,once i've sat for my Chemistry and FFPS paper tommorow,i need to start on PIC..which i have a whole book of almost 20 chapters of lecture notes to revise,and for those who study CPT noes well how ''easy'' and challenging is PIC.Exams are coming real soon,it seems far away when we first got our exams timetable but without realising its just 2 weeks from now..dang!

My class had an outing to Sree Narayana Mission .We had to volunteer to take care of the old folks there..The place smell like impending death,nevertheless we had to bear with it.I've been taking care of my semi-bedridden grandma and trust me it had made me someone really patient.Imagine waking up in the middle of the night,surprising attacks of falls ....im like a night shift doctor ON-DUTY.

To FKCO4O7w:

I have a proposal to propose to all in that class,I wud like to know if everyone is interested to go to Vietnam this July.The purpose of this trip to explore Vietnam and at the same time to be a good samaritan.As you know Vietnam is a developing country hence we are to go there to provide a platform for their education system.

What do we need to do for this trip
1) Publish a short story book base on a Vietnam Folklore.
2) Provide English education for the students in the elementary school by doing a photo journal of the life of the Vietnam Students.

Honestly i really need people who are really willing to committ to be in this project,Aiba wudnt tolerate any lazy bums! hahahahaha..a briefing will be done soon =)

Im excited for this project,but at the same time i will need to do really well for the upcoming exams.

Gotta go!

Bonne Journee




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