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IS : Simple Cute Zesty Noisy Calm Creative Smart Flamboyant Crazy What else? I can't define more..you do it then! December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 October 2009 Don't remove credits. Basecodes:1 2 Layout: YourCrush |
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Tuesday, September 16, 2008 11:08 PMOh gosh! i cant belive that last post was soo emo. haha. I've never been so emo before,but that particular problem (until today it has not been solve) stress me up to my max! but im back with being the cheerful and stressless Aiba. To every problem there is always a solution to it. The dark cloud will pass and the sun will shine once again~ Buddhism Im begining to see the sun even though its still hidden under some dark clouds im begining to see the sun shining on my path.I was disconnected with Meddy for almost about a month and im going thru an obstacle which really test me spritually and mentally,im still uberly strong emotionally.hahaha.Yesterday i decide to try my luck with his line again ( after more than 60 times) I also prayed to God so that the line will go thru.Miraculously i heard a 'hello' after soo many days! My! i was flabbergasted and i thank god because i was insearch of my lucky star to shine on me again. 30 mins of conversation sure perk me up! Now im GOOD TO GO! Merci Ya Allah.Je t'aime! Today,Adjourdhui,Ini Hari. Mdm Chuminah called me in the morning,she told me that my tickets are booked.Now all i have to do is pack my luaggage and wait for the date to come and report to the airport.I printed the ticket,sadly i couldnt add the booking to my Krisflyer account because they didnt ask for my account. Nevermind about that i will ask SIA if i can retroactive my mileage claim. Hari Raya.Eid Mubarak. I will be busy this week baking lots of kueh.As usual my mom is a superb baker and she loves to bake cookies for my family and friends.Im the pineapple tart insert queen because i will roll the pineapple filling into their respective shapes,i remember i rolled about 2000 fillings last year. I spent one week and 3 hours each day to complete it. Have you brought your baju raya? Well i have! lol i actually bought it 1 month in advance. Im planning to get a new chair,thanks to my kitty cat my sofa in the living room is all scratched and they make it seem as though tat my furniture have retired.lol. Im planning on what i want to pack for Melbourne. Im sure bringing my dear husband along ps: i will vaccum pack him ! LOL. Clothes? I change 2 times a day,includes casual clothes and cute pyjamas. So for 2 months...i will do my maths on how many pieces of each i need to bring. I hate to travel for long because it seems that i have to bring everything which service my head to toe.hahaha. Im going to watch The Nanny on Hallmark! A tres bientot Cheries! <3
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Saturday, September 13, 2008 9:57 AMIm in very much of trouble now days.Anxienty,fear ,restlessness is in my surrounding energy. The pressure is pounding upon me.My days are full of insecurities and im just hanging in there for dear life on a verge of death. I need God,my dear Allah to beseech with with the strength and courage to face the duel of life,the cruelty of reality and the insecurities of the physical world. I need strength as im mentally and emotionally exhausted. I need something to re-assure me that everything will be fine in just a matter of 48 hours. As time pass-by the amount added.It made me fear of even my own soul. Never been so lost and dumbfounded. I need the light to guide me thru the path. I need help with no questions asked. Ya Allah,beseech me with strenght and courage to move on. May Allah let all the universe conspire in helping me achieve the dream. In search of solace and help. LOstSoul |
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