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Sunday, April 19, 2009 3:36 PM




I will miss......everything


Tommorow would be a new chapter in my educational life. After being with ITE for 2 years,it was one of the most formidable experience that i've had in my 18 years of living on this polluted earth.Secondary school didnt caught much of my attention,because i was rather rigid and conservative maybe i back then i wasnt sure what was right or wrong,therefore i didnt experience much fun.I remember just leaving after getting my final year result ; not even last good-byes to my friends.Well,i didnt have anyone that i treasure that much,i didnt understand what lies behind a true friendship.


Months after leaving secondary school behind,the failure of getting what i want drives me to take a path untaken by the general hence it has led me to bigger things in life.I only learn to live after i met with the first bunch of friends ;truly inspirational and special in their own ways.I confess because i belong to the upper-intellectual society i usually look down on the ITE mat's and minah,afterall that change when i realised there is a special bunch of people among the crowd and i belong to that bunch.

Those people that i've met during my 2 years of ITE life taught me the meaning of friendship.Even i might seem emotionless,I treasure all the moments of having the high-spirits as a team.Its really awesome to have people around you that know what you feel or think without having to explain in aristrocratic english.I feel comforted for the first time in my life.I have confident on going out with this people,dancing,acting or even dare to speak my mind and soul out.This experience i will never forget.


ITE has been a great platform for me to show who i really am. From the 2nd week of admission having the chance to go to Hong Kong,getting involve in projects which require me to be on stage and sharing my voice,getting the chance to be the first and only student from the faculty to go Melbourne for attachment ,till the scholarships and awards that i've won.All those experience is truly priceless.


Maybe its now the time to move on.It will be serious this time.Its once again i have to prove to the audience who i am .Good luck to me and Rd.


Well baby, I'm a put-on-a-show kind of girl.Don't like the backseat, gotta be first.










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Thursday, April 16, 2009 11:48 PM


Its the start of something new. Feels weird to be there with you. LOL .

Yeah,it feels weird to have newbies in class.It would be Au revoir FKC Bienvenue CPT.
Today was my first official lecture.Its really refreshing since i've been rotting for almost 8 weeks.My brain cells die and my myelin sheath thinned.Time to charged up with Omega power and pursue an unfathomable destiny ahead.

Today Chemistry prepartory course before the real deal begins. Stoictometric has always been something that i detest when i was in secondary school,time have change and i've begun to understand hence fall in love with it. I remember when i was in high school everytime during physics lesson which can be of 4 periods long,i would wish to die,I've also wish that i dont mind spending one whole day stuck in a chemistry lesson preferably to physics. God has made that wish come true overtime. Becareful what you wish for cuz you just might get. Its concentrated with chemistry for this year. Wheee!!! ^_^

Well,tommorow would be another lecture for Chemistry. =)
I cant wait for the ball to start rolling.

3 more years to go...
Best of Luck Rd and to everyone.
Universe conspire in helping you achieve your dreams.



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Thursday, April 9, 2009 3:44 AM

Tommorow i would be meeting Rd @ 2pm to collect our enrollment package.

Maths Woe!
Eversince i was in high school mathematics has always been my greatest fear.I did my research on fear hence i found the root to my fear for numbers.I didnt suffer from Numerophobia (Phobia of numbers in Aiba Oxfordian Term).I realised that i suffer low self-esteem when i face with mathematics problem and this problem was instilled every since the day i got a cold stare from my maths teacher just because i got a ZERO for Additional Mathematics paper ; from that day onwards my maths teacher reaction is etched on my mind hence giving me that incofidence to deal with mathematics. If you're wondering why ZERO? It's because things were moving at the speed of light and i wasnt yet adaptive to the Express environment.

I have to confess that when i was in the best class of the school i feel like a fool because i was not good as the other students in there apart from my self inflicted battle the environment also SUX! hahahaha.Trust me it takes courage to make this confession.So much that i have to learn ,adapt and accept that make me lost. I drifted away from everything else.Well,now i do realised that i do a have a feel of how horrible life can be.But i hang on,i didnt have much supporting friends back then,every man for himself was the motto.

Well,i do have a list of unfotunate events in my life. I've learn to be positive despite i've climbed mountains and swim in seas of fire and drown in there.But the purpose of me writting this is to prepare myself well mentally,physicall and emotionally for all the mathematics lesson that i would be facing in the neer future ,i might be slow or stupid in the subject but no one has the rights to make me feel intimidated and i would not like any of such incident to happen to me,despite failing maths for O level its partly a blessing =),or else i wouldn't be where i am today.

A new chapter unfolds the journey ahead of me.

The warrior is ready to seek for her new destiny.


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Monday, April 6, 2009 2:16 PM

Destiny
The results are out and i've arrived at the next destination to pursue my destiny.

Last friday,i've gotten back my posting results and guess what? I've gotten the course that i've always wanted.LOL. Im posted to NYP and i will be doing Chemical and Pharmaceutical Technology.Along side of me is my best buddy,Rd =),i hope we will be classmates once again *fingers-crossed*. Apart from that let me personally congratulate Azhar,Helen and who ever had make it over to the unofficial 3rd year of tiertiary education elsewhere.LOL. All the best my dear friends,well,to those who didnt make it ; hmmmm...try appealing if still cannot ,well there must be something out there waiting for u =). Always remember,the universe conspire in helping you achieve you dreams.


Looks like its just the begining of the end ,the course that i serves meals of artistrocatic mathematics and aristrocatic sciences.Trust me,it would be a tough challenge ahead,nevertheless we will persistant in what we will be doing. Ganbatte!


School starts 20th April. Trust me,i cant wait.



Good day!



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Thursday, April 2, 2009 11:54 PM


The truth is OUT!

Aiba's GPA is 3.8ooo ...........

Ooops! Big shit,no more a 4 pointer. But no worries . 3.80000 + 0.2 = 4.0000
(Save by the CCA net )
Therefore i'm still a 4 pointer by default.

I've always have this feeling that i would be in deep shit for the final exams,trust me i didnt even say hello to my book. Nevermind, Im thankful to what i've achieve and sure it has inspire me to achieve more for the future.

Because i remember of this quote '
I want to be number 1; said the boy
But what is wrong being No. 2? questioned a wise man.
Its no matter what position you're in
The importance ;
is what you've been thru and what you have gain from it.

Tommorow i will know fate has destined me to go and which step i will take.
May the universe conspire for the best for me,Rd and all my fellow FKCO4O7W.
I cant wait to move on! LOL.
Take care dear friends and rejoice!



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