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IS : Simple Cute Zesty Noisy Calm Creative Smart Flamboyant Crazy What else? I can't define more..you do it then! December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 October 2009 Don't remove credits. Basecodes:1 2 Layout: YourCrush |
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008 2:31 PMSalut Le Monde! I'm finally back in my petit island called Singapore.Its feels good to be home and its unbearable being lonely.I've never felt like that in my life,being all alone in a foreign its an obnoxious experience,nevertheless i did enjoy the experience as a whole.Melbourne has awesome weather and there are many scenic places that can be visit,but i didnt have much time and money to visit all those attractions. Apart from that i discover the devilish side of Aiba Roslyn Rosli. I stayed with 2 mates from other college,it was a reflective experience staying with people that you're unfamiliar with. 'The truth will only be uncovered if you stay under one roof' I reallty agree to that quote. Quite honestly,things didnt go so well when we stayed together.I've never felt such way before,i wasnt a princess who make people listen to me everytime,i've always felt that i was reasonable,understanding,reliable,trustworthy and responsible for every of my action taken. There was much cliche when we stayed together.I finally begun to understand something which is of a shock to me. I felt small being around in an environment which im so unfamiliar too,i'm of course flamboyant,but the aloofness in the air makes me feel intimidated.For NO reason,i just dont understand why.I didnt try to seek any sympathy or help because i know that the world wont wait for me.But atleast i would need someone to hold my hand to just be friendly and guide me thru without making me feel im dumb.LOL.Afterall its over,Aiba's back in her position. God made me cross path with 2 people,perhaps HE has his reasons. People who live with told me truthfully that : I was irresponsible I am a loner I'm not trustworthy I'm not living my youth the way it should be live. Negativity speaks aloud for itself.I realised the power of words,i just gave in but deep inside i know that i wasnt what they might though. I dont bear grudges,but im just amazed on how someone can come up with such reflectivity of my self,well after years of living i've realised that i've made many people smile. Dear Friends,dont worry.Aiba is not deterred by such words.Its afterall just a passive comment. There is a buddist saying which goes : Even when criticize,provoke or disturbed Be a like a faithful dog Who never gets angry with his owner. Im glad that i was able to practice what i preach. Going to College! Aiba has been a lazy bum! She has not been attending any school lately. Hahaha.indeed i've turned lazy because there isnt much to do as 97% of my faculty mates has gone for their industrial attachment.It gets DEADLY boring in class as there wouldnt be much lecture plus im not involve in the PJO,i feel that i didnt pass my time fruitfully,all im doing is converting oxygen into carbon dioxide.I miss all the people whom i used to be with in school,now lunches are dreadful,studies are dreadful and passing the time is also dreadful.Everything is DREAD. Well this is life. A warrior of light needs to make use of solitude and not let solitude uses him. I've just received a call from my teacher ; telling me about a dialogue session with the principle.Which is next tuesday.That is finally something interesting !! iNSPire Club! EnSpirE has long expire! lol We would have to re-do the STOMP aids shits! ps: Thanks to those who made the event soo 'MALAY'ish' till it loses its message of authenticity. Aiba is not recharge to do any events becuz she is tired of doing so! Even though i enjoy it very much but!! without those angels it feels a like a drag to do such events. Im looking forward to do my Attachment presentation. Im looking forward to Meet Rasyid and go to CPTC. Im looking forward to getting everything back on track. la parole est d'argent, le silence est d'or ; the voice is silver, silent is gold |
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