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IS : Simple Cute Zesty Noisy Calm Creative Smart Flamboyant Crazy What else? I can't define more..you do it then! December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 October 2009 Don't remove credits. Basecodes:1 2 Layout: YourCrush |
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Thursday, April 9, 2009 3:44 AMTommorow i would be meeting Rd @ 2pm to collect our enrollment package. Maths Woe! Eversince i was in high school mathematics has always been my greatest fear.I did my research on fear hence i found the root to my fear for numbers.I didnt suffer from Numerophobia (Phobia of numbers in Aiba Oxfordian Term).I realised that i suffer low self-esteem when i face with mathematics problem and this problem was instilled every since the day i got a cold stare from my maths teacher just because i got a ZERO for Additional Mathematics paper ; from that day onwards my maths teacher reaction is etched on my mind hence giving me that incofidence to deal with mathematics. If you're wondering why ZERO? It's because things were moving at the speed of light and i wasnt yet adaptive to the Express environment. I have to confess that when i was in the best class of the school i feel like a fool because i was not good as the other students in there apart from my self inflicted battle the environment also SUX! hahahaha.Trust me it takes courage to make this confession.So much that i have to learn ,adapt and accept that make me lost. I drifted away from everything else.Well,now i do realised that i do a have a feel of how horrible life can be.But i hang on,i didnt have much supporting friends back then,every man for himself was the motto. Well,i do have a list of unfotunate events in my life. I've learn to be positive despite i've climbed mountains and swim in seas of fire and drown in there.But the purpose of me writting this is to prepare myself well mentally,physicall and emotionally for all the mathematics lesson that i would be facing in the neer future ,i might be slow or stupid in the subject but no one has the rights to make me feel intimidated and i would not like any of such incident to happen to me,despite failing maths for O level its partly a blessing =),or else i wouldn't be where i am today. A new chapter unfolds the journey ahead of me. The warrior is ready to seek for her new destiny. |
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